You'll always be my hero, even though you've lost your mind.

Well...

Aleia likes Joe.

I love Joe. 

Aleia is probably talking to Joe right now.

I'm debating if I should send him the note or not. 


I'm actually really upset. Like I'm jealous. 

I don't want them to date.

I sound like a horrible friend but I love him. I don't think she knows that...


I just have to accept the fact that I don't have him and I never will. I really never will.

As much as I don't want to think that I know it is true and always will be. 

I think I'm gonna tell Aleia.. Helena is the only one who knows out of my friends... I don't know if I should tell her though.. I cant 

I really don't know what to do anymore. I really don't.