If you can't hang then there's the door.

I'm in Sea Isle City, New Jersey for vacation.. but tonight's the last night. xP

Well, Danny has a girlfriend.

She knew I liked him, so she kissed him, and now they're dating. 

Yup.

So I haven't texted him since last Friday because that was the day before they started going out.

I haven't seen him since the night at Sherwood.

I haven't talked to him since last Friday.

I miss him so fucking bad.

I can't text him though..

He has a girlfriend, and I don't wanna do anything stupid.

I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm so close to crying right now. 

I'm so upset.

OH!

http://technicolordreams23.tumblr.com/post/28959098883/this-is-just-my-feelings-dont

Read that. (Even though it says not to, that was on my tumblr)

That is basically everything right now.

Oh, I just lied to you.

Big time.

St. Rocco's is starting up.

Remember that? I don't think I was on this blog for this.

I fixed things with Joe at St. Rocco's last year. 

... Then I ruined it again in September...

So, Mark...

(Not Mark D, Mark H....)

I never really talked about him, did I? 

He was so nice, and I really liked him.

He really liked me, but he never asked me out...

Well I threw everything that I had with him away (I had a fucking LOT) to go with Danny and it didn't even work out.

So I tried to get things at least close to how they were.

That didn't work...

I still like Mark.

I don't know what to do.

I give up on everything.. 

Goodnight..