You're so special to me and I can't even explain why.

I'm just going to tell you now, I'm going to start using quotes as the titles of my posts. (: 

I think you should check out my old blog, letyourimaginationrunfreeasthewind42.blogspot.com

Its got a lot on there.

Sometimes I just need someone to talk to.

Oovoo? 

Ever heard of it? No, I'm not saying mine. I'm just saying I have one. And so do a bunch of my friends.

.. NO WE DO NOT OOVOO A LOT. D:

But I was Oovoo-ing with Nico before.
 
For just a few minutes before he had to eat. 

He loves Domo... and apparently his godmother got him a farting Domo. whoop-dee-do?

That was his 'hello' to me. :P


Then he showed me the one that Helena got him and told me that the other one was from his godmother.

Then I told him one minute and I ran down my steps to grab my Teen Titans Trouble in Tokyo movie and on the way back up the steps... I TRIPPED...


Then I got upstairs and I showed him the movie and he was like freaking out without making any noise and he was like *>:O* and then he got called down for dinner. );


Get this though..

He asked tessa to hang out but she told him she told me before him that she would hang out with me (coz she did) and she was like do u care if ashley comes and he was like well theres too many ppl now (i think it was just so i didnt have to hang out with him or whatever but idk) and she was like whatever i wont come then and he was like ok friday we will all hang out and stuff and she was like okay then like ten minutes later he texted me and he was like GUESS WHO GOT MARIO KART 7 AND SUPER MARIO 3D LAND?!?!?! and i was like You? and he said Yessss and i said Lucky and he said Yesssserrry and i was like Well guess who got Teen Titans Trouble in Tokyo?! and he was like Bitch it better be you (; and i was like It is! [:D] and then we were texting like we were best friends or something and then of course it got awks so i was like UH YEAH IM NOT GUNNA TEXT HIM BACK THIS TIME... xP and why he texted me in the first plc saying that is obvi bc im IN FREAKING LOVE WITH MARIO and we both love Teen Titans and i kinda wanna watch it with him. xP

Sorry its all like ONE SENTENCE. /:

I was talking to someone about it on Facebook chat and I told it to them like that and I didn't feel like editing it. :P

But I really wanna watch it with him. D;

Oh and HAHAHA one day it was Nico, Tessa, Helena, Danny and me at Nico's house and his parents weren't home so me and Tessa locked ourselves in his room and went through everything.. and when I say everything, I MEAN EVERY SINGLE THING.

His closet, his drawers, EVERY. THING. He knew we were too and he didn't care. Yup. We found nothing that we were looking for. Like no disgusting things. Just like DS boxes and Tamagotchis... We were like "DUDE WHEN WILL YOU GROW UP?!?!" 

It was hilarious though the first thing we did was look through his drawers and the first drawer Tessa opened was his underwear drawer and she goes "EW." and shut it. Hahaha that was a really fun night! (:

I really miss them all. Especially Nico. *shrugs* :P

I just really wish Helena wouldn't be a bitch (not that much but close enough) about me liking Michael. She's like "EW HE'S UGLY." and I want to say to her "Go look at the guy you're 'in love' with again." Because he's freaking butt ugly. *throws up* 

But most of all I wish she would invite Michael to hang out with us at least ONE TIME. D';

Confidence is better than any kind of makeup.

I dunno if you guys know, but Nico and I dated.

September 30, 2011-October 6, 2011.

The song How To Love by Lil Wayne was declared our song by Jordan... Because we kissed during it.

I wish you would miss me like I miss you.

"I'm falling in love and wouldn't I like to think so and every night  I look out my window at the stars and hope I can see the one that we saw together it was just you and me and honestly I'll look for that star forever." 
-Clair Wilson from Instagram.

hey mom, i'm hating on you.

So everyone is apparently hanging out again for once in a while. 

GUESS WHAT! 

My Mom is a total loser idiot person and she said "We are going to visit your uncle" and I was like ".. NO." and she was like "Blah blah blah" so I was like "Fine, but I hate you."

Heh-heh yeahh. Me and my Mom NEVER get along... :P

It sucks. But she was like "Don't make plans we are visiting your uncle Danny" and I was like "Oops" and she was like "Cancel the plans like your sister."

No matter what, my older sister is better than me. My mom always wants me to be like her. 

I find it rude. That's why I hate her. *shrugs*

not trying to be ungreatful in any way...

But I really wanted the iPhone 4. ): 

How was your Christmas? (:

Mine was decent. Had an extremely awks conversation with Joe yesterday.

I ended it awkwardly. But whatever. 

Its not like we'd ever be friends anyway. *shrugs*

hey guisee.

So I have church soon. TEN AT NIGHT. My stomach hurts from Gymnastics. 

Helena's grandma died, and an eighth grader named Algelica's grandfather died today too. ): 

Terrible.

gaaahhhhh.

MERRY FREAKING CHRISTMAS EVE GUISE. <3

So I was just Facebook stalking Nico. THAT'S HOW MUCH I MISS HIM. </3

GYMNASTICSS. oh.

The place is called First Class. On Fridays (that I'm not with Helena, Kate, Mark, Mark, Danny, Nico, Tyler, Tessa, etc.) me, Julia and Kate are gonna go! (:

Oh yeah, its Gymnastics! 
I used to take Gym but now I don't.

The Bars KILL your hands, though. But it's still really fun. (:

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER!

THERE HASN'T BEEN ONE TIME WHERE WE HAVE ALL HUNG OUT IN THE PAST LIKE THREE WEEKS. 

Mostly because Helena is too busy with Brooke, Morgan, Morgan, Alexis, and Caitlin.


Nico is one of my best guy friends and he always will be and I haven't seen him in days and I haven't hung out with him in weeks and I haven't talked to him in what seems like forever and I MISS HIMM. ):

OHMIGOSH. SO TERRIBLY. LIKE MORE THAN I MISS MICHAEL. AND I MISS MICHAEL A LOT. 

Nico, I miss youuu buddy. </3

so, i'm pissed.

I hate it when people have your backpack because you were with them after school and its ELEVEN at night and you have school tomorrow and they aren't going and they still haven't given it to you.

YUP THANKS HELENA.

this thought just occured to me.

On Friday, I was at Nicky's house with Helena, Kate, Tyler, Mark D, and Nicky. 

Helena wanted to just have a moment of us not being rambunctious, so she put on slower music and put it loud, but not that loud and turned the lights off. We all sat on the couch. 

I had time to think then.

I had enough time to think of how upset it makes me to know that my friends always have a boyfriend.

Someone to love. 
Someone who loves them.
Someone to feel safe with.
Someone who will wrap their arms around you.
Someone who will kiss you.
Someone who cares...

And guess what? I NEVER GET THAT. It kills me too and no one knows.
 
You wanna know what kills me even more? I really liked Joe and no, I'm not 100% over him. I won't be until I find someone knew to have. Honestly. 

And all that means is I'll still have small feelings for him until I finally find someone that I loved like I loved him. 

On Friday, I thought I still liked Joe.. So I was crying then about him.

But now, I'm positive that I like Michael.. 


But I'll prolly post more later, I just have to go visit my Grandma. She's in the hospital. /:

so, i was thinking.

I just realized... Whoever I like I either have a 0% chance with, or they already like someone else... mostly both, though.

*ahem* Michael..

1D Buddiehh.

Cessna :DDD


She's my 1D Buddieehhh (:

ONE DIRECTION. >:OO

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpnuubCJjCU

>:OOO <3

SOOOOOO AMAZING. ... I just cannot explain it. OHMIGOSH.


Hehehe Harry Stylesss <3



FREAKING. AMAZING. I just... *sighh* *.* <3

i just never have good news... do i?

So Joe and another girl named Stephanie are dating now?
I am officially up on him. I will never have a chance with him. He's just bring a douche lately. (Sorry for the language.) 

And my friend Tessa is being mean too. She goes "Joe knows you make facebook statuses about him." and I was like "Oh, that's cool. Because I DON'T." and she literally TRIED TO TELL ME THAT I DID. I was like no bitch. She was like "Then who was it about?" and I said to her "You don't need to know."

She will do ANYTHING to humiliate me in ANY way.
I've become better friends with Kate than I have with Tessa... and I just started talking to and hanging out with Kate in November. I've known Tessa all my life.

But I sorta like this kid named Michael. He's in my class. He's nice to me. We talk a lot. But he likes someone named Celia. /:

So in Science class today, I decided to tell Helena. She pretended to CHOKE and COUGH and she was like "EWWHH! He's so mean!" and I'm like "How?" and she's like "Do you know what he says?" and I'm like ".. No text me after school." 

I just can never find a guy that likes me, can I? </3

so basically, i'm being torn apart even more now.

so i just found out... my grandma is in the hospital. she's about 87? 

i'm scared to death for her. )':

STORY TIME!

so i was at the mall with Helena yesterday I think and she was talking about the kid she liked (i've never ever seen her this happy in my entire knowing her) and she said "he told me that i completed him!" and i asked her "what did you say back?!" and she said "you complete me too!" and i was like "... uh i would just be like "ohh thankss!" because that would be awkward if i didn't say that" and she was like "DUDE YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW TO FLIRT" and i was like "teach me then... once i finally find a guy that doesn't already like someone else..." and then she went on talking about Andrew (that's his name). 

Sorry that its just one giant paragraph right now. its late and i still have to dry my hair. hehe-oh.

Normally (if you checked out my old blog, letyourimaginationrunfreeasthewind42.blogspot.com then you'd see (and be caught up)) its in a different format, easier to understand.

some things about mee (:

• my full name is Ashley Nicole Fischetti
• i'm 12, gonna be 13 in a month.
• i have a crush on someone named Joe.
• my friends names are Helena, Tessa, Nico, Daniel, Tyler, Mark, another Mark, Nicky, and Kate. That's who we usually hang around with.
• i hate it when people lie. i found out that someone lied to me today and he said sorry, but i don't know if i can forgive him for what it was for.
• i don't think anyone reads my blog.
• converse are my favorite shoes.
• my favorite color is blue.
• some of my friends tease me (in a friend loving way... i hope) for the music i listen to.
• and how i meow.
• i just randomly meow for no reason.. like my algebra teacher told me to sit down today and i walked away from Kate's desk and meowed and a bunch of people were like "uh, ash, did you just meow?" 
• people obviously call me ash.
• i don't read unless necessary. 
• i'm afraid of losing anyone. 
• especially Joe.
• i miss him like crazy.
• i refuse to give any of my friends the link to my blog this time.
• my old blog is letyourimaginationrunfreeasthewind42.blogspot.com
• i had it since march, and i stopped using it a couple months ago. 
• i have dated three people.
• the one guy i dated six times...
• me and my friends have pretty ah-mazing times together.
• i had my first kiss this year.
• his name was Andrew.
• um it was kinda during spin the bottle.
• on my friend Jordan's trampoline. oh.
• i used to have a different group of friends.
• it was Helena, Tessa, Jordan, Melon (Nick), Christian and some more.
• its now the group i mentioned above. 
• i think i'm the only one who is still friends with Jordan. (:
• i'm happy, though.
• he's cute. hehe oh
• Helena dated him.
• my friends are hilarious.
• we all have our moments.
• i feel bad for Helena, she's going through bad times. 
• i get jealous... A LOT.
• so now i have to tell you a story... but in another post! look at my next post for le storyyy <3

oh hey, didn't see you there.

hii! ^^>

so i'm ashley, how you doinn? (:

this is basically a blog on my life. :D