What can I say when all you do is push me away?

Dropped my phone in the toilet last night \m/

Used my Mom's old phone, the enV3.

My old phone broke. It was the Kin Two.
 
YOU DO NOT REALIZE HOW MUCH I LOVED THAT PHONE. 

It carries so many memories. 

Text messages, pictures, videos.

I really miss it. It broke though. I dropped my backpack when it was it the front and the inside of the screen broke. 

Text messages from Joe and Nico.

Pictures of Summer 2011. 

Videos of Vanessa when we were still friends and the fun times we had. 

I'll tell you about some of my favorite pictures: 

~An accidental music note shape made out of tar that I found at the Plaza one day with Tess. 
~The star Tessa, Gianna and I made out of our fingers. 

The sad part is that is all I could think of. I miss that phone like you wouldn't understand.

I really wish it still worked.

I had a dream that it still worked and I woke up and tried to turn it on but it didn't work.

Nico said he had a dream that it worked. 

He also loved that phone. 

The texts when me and Joe were friends... The memories. 

I really really really really really really miss that phone. </3

 
But hey, I still have my phone that fell in the toilet (Cosmos Touch (I had to get a crappy one when the Kin Two broke) and it works! 

Starships were meant to fly, hands up and touch the sky.

Sorry I haven't been posting. /:

Aleia's dad and grandma are on Restaurant Impossible!

Anna Maria's is the restaurant. 

No ski club today. ):

 

Love is in the air- but not for me.

Got my laptop back!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY GUYS! <3

So, I'm still forever alone. :P

In my school you can write either Anonymous or your name and then the person's name and then a little note and the person gets a lollipop with it.

Yep.. I got none.

Helena got one from Mark.

Nico got FOUR. 

I got none. 

Forever Alone \m/

Blech, I'm tired.

Night lovieess! Happy Valentine's Day! (: 

The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries to be sad.

Sorry I haven't been posting.

I got my laptop taken away.

So until then, I won't be posting really.

I haven't been having a good past few days.

Never apologize for saying what you feel. That's like saying sorry for being real..

The top four are what the post/comments were. The bottom picture is the people tagged. 

Yes=Still friends
No= Not friends anymore.

Mark D: Yes.
Colin: No.
Danny: Yes.
Eric: Yes.
Mark M: No. 
-Me-
Jordan: No.
Tessa: Yes.
Cassidy: Yes.
Christian: Yes.

Then Helena (yes) who posted it on Stephanie's (yes) wall. 


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I just wrote this. ^

Some boys think of girls just like books: if the cover doesn't catch their eyes, they wont even bother to read what's inside.

I actually never thought me and Nico would become as good friends as we are.

He is literally my best friend out of the guys. 

He has been so nice lately. 

Its nice to see him like this. 


Because honestly even if he's joking, he can say some mean things.


But me and him are best friends.

I'm happy about it too. 


What, I can't be happy to have a guy who is my best friend?


Oh well. 


(:


I CAN'T FIND MY IPOD AND I'M SO PISSED. 


Tessa was playing with it last and she doesn't know where she put it.


I know its somewhere in my room, but I can't find it. ITS SO FRUSTRATING AND ANNOYING. UGH.

Someday I will catch myself smiling because my life is better without you.

All the memories from the past came flooding back. I miss the past.

Bad. 

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There is only one happiness in life—to love and be loved.

So still debating. 

But I'm pretty sure I'm done liking him. 

I SAID STILL DEBATING THOUGH. 


I really just don't know anymore. 




I got two new pairs of shoes..! :D

I got a sky-ish blue pair of Converse, and a purple pair of Vans! <3

OHMIGOSH I LOVE THEM. 



So on January 14th, I told you guys that Tessa was talking to Michael and she had his number and she said she didn't have it anymore, remember that?

So I was looking in her contacts just randomly and who do I come across? "Michael D"

I was a little mad. 

I didn't take his number.

What would be the point?

One: I would never get the guts to text him.
Two: He doesn't like me, according to Tessa and Helena. (They asked him) So again, what's the point?

 

With friends like these, who needs enemies?

I had fun last night.

People there:

Tessa
Kate
Helena
Julia
Aleia
Me
Nico
Nicky
Danny
Mark D
Eric
Christian

 
It was seriously so much fun.

I love movie night/sleepovers. 

They rarely happen anymore though.

Its plain to see that we were meant to be.

So, I'll update you completely on plans for tomorrow.

School. Walking to the church to get our throats blessed. Plaza. Kate's house. Movie (Paranormal Activity 3). Sleepover. 

(:

I'll kiss you between your ears.

Thanks to some people, I think I'm gonna give up (like I said weeks ago) on liking Michael.

Like I also said, same reason as I gave up on Joe; He'll never like me.

People just keep telling me he doesn't like me so I was like whatever, I give up. 

I'll find my final answer after tomorrow night if he hangs out with us. 

I love the song The Bird and The Worm by Owl City.

I don't care how much people are teasing me (I guess you could say) about loving Owl City.

Its my kind of music.

I think the music is cute, and I love his voice.

I don't know how people don't like his voice... or his music.

I just love it.

When I went to the concert on November 12th (2011 obviously), I was freaking amazed. 


The concert was on a Saturday, and the Thursday before my mom says to me "Excited for Saturday?" and I was like "... Saturdayy...?" and she was like "Owl City concert?" and I said to her "OHMIGOSH WHAT?!" and  then I started freaking out.


I wanna go to one of his concerts again.


Bad.

Evem after all these years we just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time.

I was gonna ask Michael if he was definitely coming or not at the end of the day, but he had to finish taking his Science test because he took all class and still didn't finish it so I didn't see him at our lockers.

I'm gonna ask him tomorrow morning. (:

Oh, so look what Tessa posted on my wall just before. 

Kayla and Helena liked it.

Haha its because I sent her this in text form but not those exact words and she made this picture. 

So thanks. :P

I hate studying. Like so much.

I can't wait until Friday.