In all seriousness, i really liked him, and i feel like i'm not over
him, except i want to be, but i never will be. that's how much i liked
him. that one night at the plaza i literally broke down in tears. helena
took my phone and texted him for me and we ended up having a
conversation. i dont want to be how we are. i want to be friends with
him. really bad. honestly, i cant stand not talking to him. i always get
nervous around him when i'm with him and i try to act how he does about
it- like we're still best friends and nothing got messed up. but that
is the complete opposite. and i hate it. i just want it to end, and i
want us to be friends. but that will never happen.
Ignore my grammar issues, right now idgaf.
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